Took the walk from office to the train station, and it was weird, not having someone next to me, talking, smiling and even holding hands. Have we been going out too much that we have became dependent on each other?
I don't think so. I think we have been going out too little that we have not learnt to be independent. I need my life to get back to its normal self. =(
I need you.
On another note, the morning started off really well for me! Woke up to a blinking Skype on the computer, and there were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many msgs from Cassie! It made me really happy to see all that. Thanks a lot darling. I know you are trying your best to make me happy and not worried, and you have been doing a great job! I feel so much better than when you went Bali. I guess partly because you are contacting me often, and that we have sorta been more settled into the relationship (Bali came too soon), or it could just be that I am subconsciously diversifying my angsty-ness through out these long period, so it takes a longer time to accumulate. Haha.
I know you feel home sick and want to return back to us, but persevere on ok, dear? And when you are back, please remain the same xiao nu ren to me. I do not want anything to have changed. Pinky promise? (YES YOU HAVE TO RESPOND TO THIS QUESTION WHEN YOU READ AND CONTACT ME)
I love you baobei. =)
TIME LEFT: 26 DAYS 3 HOURS
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