Christmas

Well, I got an early Christmas gift from Santa, when Cassy wasn't told me she wasn't leaving her China house till tomorrow (hence 24hours more of sustainable pain, curbed by contact through whatsapp and Skype). =) I'm starting to believe the tibetian temple and lama that blessed us was the true deal. Haha.

Today on facebook, I saw Dawn's status, which was very emotional. So I messaged her to check on her. I knew that she had quarrelled with her boyfriend 2days ago, so I thought that they quarrelled again. She had some form of depression before, so I felt it best to check in on her. Apparently it wasn't her boyfriend causing the problem now, but she told me that her boyfriend and her were cold warring for the past 2 days. Her boyfriend had a lot of commitment issues, and stood her up often on dates. So I told her to forget it, and that if it was me, I would have given up the relationship already. She told me that she was very tolerant, and I replied that my girlfriend was too. =) She then told me that I must treasure her. Which I told her that I do. =) Ok, looking at what I typed, I think it's very random, but still, my point is that I do treasure you, Cassy. And I will always do so!!

Merry Christmas darling! And many more to come (as long as we are alive and well)! Do you know the song "All I want for Christmas is You"? Well. That's exactly what I feel now.

All I want for Christmas is you, Cassy. =)

I love you.

TIME LEFT: 5DAYS 22HOURS

PS: I'VE FINALLY SENT A SONG THAT I WANTED TO LET YOU HEAR. LYRICS ARE BELOW:

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer


I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more


Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer


I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more